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Ahdila, 18, average.
In a delusional relationship with Harry James Potter.


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I don't know why I always feel so used by people. I try to be nice, you know, because I'm taught to be nice. I'm taught to care for my friends, to help them when they're in deep shit. I don't ask for anything in return, but who the hell am I trying to kid? At least I just wish they'll give a shit about me when they're okay. But no, I probably seem like a person who doesn't need to be given a fuck for because I am always okay. Teenagers need to stop thinking relationship problems are the only things that matter, because they don't. I try to treasure my friendship but if people treat me like trash, I deserve to be hurt.

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